sylviane's journal

Mission statement

- a journal where (I hope) I will be able to keep track of my daily life, my fight against obesity and the darkness of the mind, with non-diet-but-health(ier)-living, sport and fighting the darkness with optimism, happiness, quotes and jokes. And MUSIC, for that was "my first love, and it will be my last".

There is only one big and completely unconditional love in my life: My daughter Iris.

My aim:

- lose 88.4 kg in 80 weeks, ending on 17 July 2015. That is when my daughter's summer holidays begin and I wish to go to Wales on holidays. I want to have the energy to do fun things with her during those weeks and not sit around like a whale who just ran out of breath.

- Have my personal life in order again.

- Have a steady job.

- Find peace before my 50th birthday (which will only be on 05 June 2017 - so I still have time!)

- Be happy again. Be myself again. Be again the person I used to be. The person that people could go to, to get 'syl-a-mins' (as in vitamins). I miss the person I used to be. The person who was so much more carefree, open and generous than who I am today.